bestfrend QueBer

thank god nlaman Q na ung dahilan…..akala Q aQ ung nagkulang peo hindi nmn pla….

its just he really need space…. and wla na daw xa tym sa mga barkada nia and ayaw daw nia na maxado xang mahulog sken nung kme pa…..and hindi totoo ung cnbi sken na hindi nmn nia aQ minahal…..haayyyy…mahirap tlagang mabulag ng maling akala…. buti nlang mejo hindi aQ naniwala nun,,,, kze nramdaman Q nmn ung love and affection nia sken eh……nag usap kme kgbi and nalinawan aQ sa lahat2. mei mga tanong na hindi pren nasagot peo ok lng kze sa mga cnbi plang nia nalinawan naQ……kaso natatakot aQ sa feelings Q kze parang feeling Q mahal Q na nmn Xa GOSH anu ba nmn un….peo ok kme kgbi, parang kme ulet….khit preho kmeng lasing…hehehehehehehe basta masaya naQ and ok naQ…..at least hindi pla totoo ung nalaman Q noon. IM SOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!

i really miss my former boyfriend that im talking about last time i posted a blog….i just heared that he’s too shy and he thinks that he does not have the guts to look me at my face. he’s a kind person.. and i think that he’s shy because of what he did to me before. But ive already forgiven him. We all know that its too easy to forget something that we really want  to forget.

besides, its really hard to hate a person you’ve loved, because he’s been a part of life, and somehow.. makes you happy .

I just dropped by at their place last sunday. I want us to be good friends after all the good and bad things happened between  us. I loved him, i really loved him.

"Why are we here,
I can’t accept the fact you’re leaving me,
And i’m so ashamed.
God, can’t you see
I’ve been blinded by the things that i can’t even hear

im not really sure with my feeling with this guy…… natutuwa aQ pag nkikita Q xa kze parehas cla ng mata ng X Q…. as in….. pero malaki ung pagkakaiba nilang dalawa…… cguro natutuwa aQ sa knya kze feeling Q xa ung ‘matino’ version ng X Q naun…..  tapos super bait pa niya sakin….. although mei girlfriend na xa, uu peo wala nmn aQng intention na agawin xa sa gf nia… tsaka i dont want  to broke a good, and u can say… perfect relationship….. what make it worst is when i tell our common friend about what i feel , peo auQng ma mis interpret nila un…. uu natutuwa aQ sa knya but that does not mean na mahal Q na ….. mahal q ung x Q naun, i loed him enough na dumating sa point na nagkaroon naQ ng 3 bagong bf, but still i cant get over him…. hay nakoo tlaga…..

what a life…………
i love the way i live, i am happy being a working student and as of now, my work does not affect my studies and the results of my Quizzes and exams.

lovelife?
yes i am happy with my present boyfriend, he understands my situation and he’s always making me happy, specially if i am with him, he made me feel very special, with him, i feel that no one can hurt me….. he’s aint selfish, and he is studying,,, just like me…… I wish that our relationship will last…

Friends…….

i have many friends… in school, in our neighborhood, and everywhere….. my best friend triccia just celebrated her 18th birthday last june 26, 2006, and despite the fact that we are no longer studying at the same school, we always keeping in touch, and if we were having a free time, then we see each other, and talk about some host of things.

My Work place…….

As of now, i really enjoy working at kfc… even though we are certain that our store will be shutting down, all of our team are enjoying each and every moment we spent together, in our store….. its not easy to accept the fact that sooner, we will be shutting down because that store has been a part of our everyday life, the regular customers, the whole team, the managers, and everyone related to my work has been a part of my life and im certain that i will definitely not forgaet them….